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Friday, September 19, 2014
12:24 AM
Hi blog, Almost 2 years has passed. A lot had changed since the last entry. I'm now a working adult. I have a proper job, a totally different lifestyle. But i keep the things I love close to me still. I've found and lost some of the most precious people in my life. And it's been a roller coaster ride but it was worth every moment of it. I miss this space. I miss just having somewhere to share all my thoughts and feelings without the fear of not having it heard or judged. It is where i get to clear my mind. At this junction of my life, I would say i am pretty torn by the lost of the lady I loved, the person I thought I would end up settling down with. But i've learnt from life enough from before, that i know life have to go on and one day all this will pass. I've learnt that, life has no guarantees. Anything can change at any point of time. And the lost had reminded me to be content with what i have and there is always a positive side to everything. Even pain. I am happy. I am grateful. I truly am. I would just want to learn to forgive her, and myself, for what ever that had happened between the both of us; something i find very hard to accomplish. I guess it is too soon and I've not recover from it. And i want to truly be happy for her, with who ever she might be, with what ever she is doing. Because that would really what i think love is. I hope i find peace in myself as i have did in the past. | |||
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