Dear best friend,

I am writing this out purely from the heart,

no hatred, no grudge.

We've been friends for 4 years, and you've been my best friend since,

even without official words, I've always regard you as one.

because everyday, we'll always have each other's back, each other's shoulder to cry on, each other's ears to hear us out.

We talked almost every day, never getting tired.. 

Sure, there was awkward tensions now and then because we didn't know what was going on. But we got it cleared up. And you, you were the best girl best friend a guy could ever wished for.

We had a friendship like those we read on tumblr and shit.. We were that.

I never thought I'd see the day those would end.

But it did, life goes on and we moved on..

As much as it pains me, I chose to understand because, that's what friends do. If i were to follow this girly heart of mine, I'd make a big deal out of it. You said we gap since I found her, I can't deny because I was always with her when you called for me.

Now you found the one, I'm very much happy for you.

And if our friendship is the price to pay for that, I am willing.. sincerely..

Because that's what best friends do.

But my dear friend, do understand..

I've longed for you all this time you weren't here.

I missed you badly.

Every single time that I thought of sharing with you, I had to take it back. Because I don't want to ruin what you have.

I took every precious chance I could to contact you

and never for granted. Even at times when I just feel like venting my anger of how mad I am that I cant have you to myself any more. But it's too precious to be doing that.

Best friend, all I'm saying is that I appreciate what we had,

Those times could never been better.

But if you think severing this already thin string of ties we have makes you feel any good, by all means..

I just hope you think about if I'm really not understanding of the position that you are in now. And think about if "we", actually meant anything to you.

I know this sounds super cheesy, girly, whatever. But it's just how I really feel. I think you already know that.

Sincerely,

your best friend.