i do not know why it feels like it's just too hard to cope.

i've been through something like this,i made it through, why

couldn't i do it again?

i know its just the mind set.

and yet that seems to be the biggest challenge of all,

in the dilemma.

because you cant survive on your own in a working place where

team work is key.

i must just take it easy somehow..

i need to learn to relax..