dis was taken on my birthday,its me and my mom having my b'day lunch.it was a touching moment for me,never had a a time i watch dis not feeling down as my family is not as strong as is use to be.i use to be very close wif my mom,but now,we rarely talk or even look at each other in d face.

i bring dis up cause i felt that i havent been there for my family for quite some times. sometimes i juz dunno why am i cant choose other 1st before my family when i myself know i got a clear cut view of which should i choose.just today i chose to go out wif my friends when my mom is expecting me support my dad performing with his band today.not blaming my friends coz i know they wold understand,but myself for not choosing properly.i ever from a movie which say "maybe next time you keep disappoint the wrong people." and just maybe its exactly what i really need 2 think about.

this wasnt d 1st time i disappoited her,and it hurts 2 know that.i wouldnt want 2 wait till d day comes dat i regret all dis happening.and if there's one thing i could change is to put my family 1st,and sad 2 know all dis while i've not...

i really wish 2 make u happy mom,

i really do........