what used to be something treasured a long time ago,

now seem like a joke to others..

the small things that meant so much,

had been discard and not remembered...

having people around happily laughing with you,

not knowing sharp knives are piercing your back..

and what you thought had been buried and understood long ago,

had all these while been dragged.

its easy to say when one had found their happiness,

but it was never easy when you yourself was on that road.

knowing how painful it was going through the things you did,

the feeling as though someone is slowly slaying your throat.

now that you've found happiness like no other,

all that is forgotten,

because its a free world you live in now,

not giving even the least concern..

you said not even a single soul was there for you,

when you know that was not true....

hanging on only to a handful of trust that is left,

may not be enough to survive,

but thats how it should be,

because that is life...